[FF] REGRET

It’s already afternoon, time for me to do my job as a maid ^^ . I am on the way to cafe latte. The sun shining brightly but there are grey clouds, I think the rain will falls. But the sun.....

I arrived the Cafe. It’s still quiet, no customers there only me and Asami. She’s my partner and the cashier. I change my clothes at maid-room. My uniform, navi-blue blouse and black skirt, it’s about 3cm overknee. But it’s still comfortable for me. I always like this uniform!

One-by-one, customers come in. And the cafe slowly become crowd. Another maid already there too. Finally, the rainfalls.

I see a customer who like a mysterious man. He’s wearing a black hat and black-leather jacket. Anything he wears all black except his shirt, it’s solid white. He’s sit near doors. WAIT!! I think I ever see that style, but where and when? Even I can’t remember his name.

“Maid! Come here!” I think he’s calling me. And I immediately approaced him and ask what he want to eat or drink.

“I want a cup frappuccino, please.” Ask him.

“Uh.. another?” I write down his order.

“Nothing.” He said shortly.

“O.k wait, sir.”

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The frappuccino is ready to serve. I give it to the ‘mysterious’ man.  And I go back to my place. Leave from him, but at my place, I’m still curious with him, why he use all-black except his shirt. I think I ever see him.......

 I see he’s writing a letter at the table, I don’t know why he’s write it in the cafe.

That man walk into the cashier and pay bill. After he receive his bon, He’s not leaving the cafe! He sit on the another chair ask me to remember him.. But I can’t remember who is he. His face covered with mask and his hat on his head. He give the letter that he wrote. And suddenly leave and dissapear.

‘Ayame-chan... I’m very sorry that I’ve made you hurt last time. That girl, I’ve leaved her. And sorry I’ve made you curious with my style today. All-black white shirt that I ever wear when first time I meet you. I scared if I use a shirt and jeans that I usually wear, I scared you will more hate and you will kicked me out from this cafe and I can’t give this to you. I STILL LOVE YOU....

Uhm,, it’s okay if you still can’t forgive me. By the way, I’ll move to Hokkaido for my job. And never come here again. It will make you happy, right? As you told to me ‘I don’t wanna see you again!’ and leave me alone. This what you want, never meet me again. I will leave today after I leave this cafe....

And the last...  It’s really GOODBYE.

– Kuwahara NOBUTO’

All of sudden, my tears are falling and finally I remember who is he. He’s Nobuto, a man who was made my heart hurts. I have forgive him for long time but he doesn’t know. I leave from cafe and try to chase him. But, He’s already leaved...... I cry and cry.. Regretting the moment in the past time..

“I SHOULDN’T SAY THAT TO HIM!!!” I scream under the rain. Kneeling and regretting.

Now, he’s really leave me.... I thought. I stand up and wiping my tears. I walk back into the cafe with my all-wet body. Nobuto’s letter still in my hand. And thinking he’ll happilly live in Hokkaido. Goodbye dear... Only that phrase that I can say right now...